STRANGE REMAINS

LISTENING TO "PEOPLE ARE STRANGE",
WHILE MY TEARS GO IN FOR A DRAINAGE..

REMAINS OF THE DAY,
I COLLECT THEM AND THEN LAY & LAY & LAY...

UGLY HANDS,
BEAUTIFUL TOUCH.
SWIM THROUGH MY HAIR,
IN DISGUST..

THEY GAZE AT ME,
I GAZE AT THEM.
THEY SPIT AT ME,
I TAKE THEM ALL WITH ME...

BULLET THROUGH HIS HEAD,
BLOOD OOZING OUT OF ME.
TEARS OUT OF HER EYES,
PAIN SUCKED INTO ME...

FEELINGS ARE POISONED,
THAT SURROUND ME.
TORMENTS GET SOILED,
IMBEDDED HERE WITH ME!!!!!!

THE SONG IS STILL ON,
"PEOPLE ARE STRANGE"......

OR IS IT THE TRUTH,
TALKIN TO ME???

LOVE ME NO MORE

LOVE IS THICK,
BUT SERIES OF LOVE IS DYING...

HISTORY REPEATS,
FUTURE IS FORETOLD,
BUT PRESENT......
PRESENT IS THE BITCH OF ALL TIMES!!!!

THE LIVING IS DEAD,
THE DEAD IS HAUNTING..

MEMORY FADES,
BUT THE PAIN.....
THE PAIN LIVES ON!!!!!

APOCALYPTIC STATURE IS BULIDING,
BUT CONSTRUCTIVENESS.....
IS GETTIN DIVIDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHATEVER MIDAS TOUCHED,
TURNED INTO GOLD..
BUT WHAT I TOUCH,
BECOMES A STONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE IS THICK,
OH LOVE IS SO THICK,
SO THICK....
THAT ITS DEATH,
HAS THICKENED MY IMPACT...
THE IMPACT OF BEING NO MORE LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anthr one to look at

this one was clicked by me in calangute beach...

yeah u guessed it right,anthr goa's pic...wat to do,cn't get enough of it..............lol

well,while my frnds were busy makin sandcastle,n i was playin with the grains of the sand,i saw these two kids playin,n with the settin of the sun behind as the main background,i felt it wud be gr8 to capture the whole thing...n look wat has hap!!!!!

cn't believe camera like KB10 can work wonders.....thnk god for tht.

this also happens to be one of fav pics........

new music on the shelf!!!

well,these days i have been listenin to a lot of stuff tht i have nvr treid b4..........
been listenin to all kinds of rock,puddle of mudd being the latest one...but then,i thought of developin a new change of taste in music,not leavin the love for rock music behind....

the soundtrack of 21grams n the motorcycle diaries,were the first ones to be tested.....

i got these cds a month back.my dad got it for me...
i gave him a long list of books,cds n dvds,out of wich these two were included....it's been long since i saw these two films,but it had been a decade since i had been huntin for the soundtrack ..

so a month back,when my dad came down to delhi,from US,i got these two cds,along with my other demands,but cudn't spare time listenin to them,cos at tht time,i was homeless...didn't have any place to sit n listen to them, peacefully...
finally,i got my a** parked in the place where i wud be livin,if possible,for a long time......lol,n got enough amount of time to sort my things out,n ofc,listen to those cds.....n i was struck with _______i'm speechless...dn't know wat to say.....the wordless songs of both the films were really good...all the songs were brilliantly composed by this dude with a very weird name,n weirdly pronounced----gustavo santaolalla...

nvr mind the name,but both the albums were spectacular,n it's an advice to all the music lovers to try buyin n listenin to them....i'm not really sure if u can get these albums here in india,but anybody comin frm outside can easily get it...now i'm plannin to get another film's soundtrack called,"amores pares"(love's bitch),composed by the same guy with a weird enunciation....

yday,i got an another album for a trial...ZINDA(starin dutt,abraham n other two birdies..lara n celina)
the album is divided into 2cds:one is club mix n the other one is lounge....both are good,n the mixin by chinappa n another one(sry,cn't rem the name).....have done a good job..
any fan of sanjay dutt's....got a good news for u all....he has a number to his credit...listen to "kabhi muskura ke"..
but i like tht track of strings' "yeh hai meri kahani"(non remixed one) n "har sans"(again non remixed),wich has been sung by kailash kher n composed by the strings...yeah!composed by these pakistani dudes..n it's worth listenin to.....

well,thts my review on the albums tht are new to my ears,but have been added to the list of my favorites this season.....
have a gr8 xmas n new yr,with the comin of these albums.....u'll know the worth of it...the rest is on u.....hehehehehe!!

drivin on my first mornin!!!!

well,to make the title a bit more appropriate and understananble....today was my first day of drivin class............but in the mornin!!!!!

i know how to drive,been drivin really well.......but only on the highway(hehehehehehe)
so my dad,who's here for a short period of time and then fly back to US,insisted tht i learn the proper ways of learnin how to drive...brat as i am,initially disagreed,but then i had to agree,when he promised to present me with a car when he comes again to india or maybe in a few mnth's time,dependin on my interest and capabitlity of learnin how to drive.....in the traffic!!!

today was the day,n it started off by gettin up late,n the guy kept honkin till i woke up.......
he was really pissed,and so was the other kids who were in the car waitin for their turn to drive.
.....and me....there i was...grinnin away,even though i was reluctant to wake up tht early, durin this chilly winter.

but all was compensated,when i drove....my father taught me a bit how to drive when i was 7,and tht helped me whenever i drove on the highway...
so everythin was goin smooth,ofc i was a lil nervous,bcos of drivin first time in the traffic...but it subsided once i got the stearin in my hand,until a bus came and brushed us by at such a high speed,tht it made my teacher jump off his seat,n got all his hidden words out of his mouth,to the bus driver,as if confessin the amount of hatredness he had in store for every damn person he didn't like.....
what were those words...dn't ask,not bcos i'm a lil shocked but bcos i cn't translate......

time was up,n i had to be dropped at my place....

here i am,partly asleep,but feelin a lil btr by writin this post to u all aftr drivin....but i havn't stopped thinkin bout wat i went through today,wich was hilarious,and irritatin,cos of gettin up early...

hopefully i wake up tom at the right time!!!!!!!!!

plez,do not forget to go through my post wich is below this one,cos it's only a few hrs old......it's an another work of photography...n i need ur comments on tht one too...
thnks

"BUFFALO SOLDIER"

IT WAS A DELIGHT CAPTURIN THIS SKETCH OF BOB MARLEY,WITH MY CAMERA,WHILE I WAS AT TITO'S IN GOA....................

another me

it's seeping into me,
it's deepening me...

there's emotion,
there's commotion...

love is in the vein,
anger is the desire...

mirror of u in ur face,
as the satisfaction breaks u down..

out on a long drive,
to visit the never visited horizon...

quarrellsome is the blood,
happy is ur heart...

mannas thrown to the hunger,
crystal drops across ur smiling face....

it's seeping into me,
it's deepening me...

u r seeping into me,
ur love has deepened me..........................

goa and photography: ANJUNA BEACH

THTS ANJUNA BEACH IN GOA.....
PREFARABLY,THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE IN GOA...
BUT TO ME.......

IT'S HEAVEN!!!!!

THIS PIC HAS BEEN TAKEN BY ME WHILE WE WERE IN THE OTHER SIDE OF THE MAIN BEACH,i.e. ANJUNA..
I GUESS,SOMEONE WHO WAS SPELL BOUNDED BY ITS BEAUTY,MADE AN EXTENSION TO THIS HEAVEN...AN EXTENSION,OR SHALL I SAY, A "HALO" FOR THIS SMALL LIL BEACH, PRIVATE BEACH,EXPLORED BY SOMEONE, WHO MUST HAVE FALLEN IN LV WITH IT,JST THE WAY I DID...

THIS PIC SAYS IT ALL,BOUT THT LIL BEACH,THT LIL EXTENSION OF ANJUNA BEACH,OR SO CALLED BY ME AS THE "HALO" OF ANJUNA BEACH....

HUNT THE TREASURE

well,here i am with photography once again.....
well,this pic was taken while i was in goa for my college trip...its been months by now and i'm still jabberin bout it...lol
but,wat to do,i still miss the trip,immensely......

i took this pic,while i,along with my other two frnds,hazel and prena,were lazin arond anujuna beach...my fav spot in goa,esp tht lil piece of land where all three of us spent most of our time in anjuna...
it was beautiful...
infact i have a pic of tht one too,and i will surely post tht one in the nxt one....

i named it "hunt the treasure",cos to us,anjuna was like a special place....though we didn't hunt for anythin materailistic ,but it did evoke the most treasrable moment in our memories...its beauty, and and it was the peace tht we found as another form of treasure,which is lackin now a days,while we live to struggle in this world....

so let's hunt the treaure,smthin tht will not only help u and me,but also the others...its not materailsitic tht we r lookin for,but for smthin more valuable....