BEEN!! (nthin appropriate)?

hahahahahaahahahahahaahahahahahaha

god,i just can't believe that i actually managed to confuse u all with my previous post....n guess wat...i feel so proud of it...really....lol

but on the other side,i must apologise too for doin so......cos ultimately,for some it can be really pissin off sort when you get to read smthin totally puzzling.....

but i jst cn't stop laughing.....

anyhow,these days..i have been listenin to a lot of sufi rock....two to three days ago,i bought "infinti" by Salman Ahmad (guitarist of Junoon) and Kailash Kher's "deewaane"....both were good...n in the morning i was listenin to junoon...
junnon......wat can i say about them....they just too good....

day before yday,i ended up watchin "cinema paradiso" for the second time....wat a film...must say Guiussepe Tornetor has done a good job, and so did the kid who has played the role of the protagonist's childhood in the film....very nice...

today i will be watchin al pacino's "and the justice for all" and a documentary...i'm jin the mood for docs.....i have two docs-sigmund freud and woodstock...let's see which one will i end up watchin....

right now,i'm listenin to Steeley Dan...
"babylon sisterssssss....shake it"

my..wat a coincidence with the letter "S"....

Sufi rock...
Spanish film (cinema paradiso)
Steeley dan
Sigmund freud
Summer
and a Surprise.....
i'm finally goin home tommorrow after 8 months......

finally.....finally.....finally

chal i will wind up now,u all take care..n yes,i promise not to confuse u all any more......n no more brain dumpin post....lol

ADIEUS!!!

what do i think?? !!!!!!!!! :)

hmmm...what do i think...

as in...

regardin any field....
u wudn't know..cos it's too confusin to understand someone's brain like mine,cos i'm too ambivalent about my issues n,especially, what are my thoughts n views about it....

for example,in another month's time,i will be done with my graduation in journalism (hons),n have already finished with my photgraphy course as well...oh..yes,in another week,there will be a photo exhibition too...but guess wat,the dates fluctuates too,tht too, quite often....too often in fact.....

dn't ask me y...cos only my ambivalence wud answer tht,smthin tht my senses wudn't prefer to do so...u know...sanity thinks she's much btr than being different amongst the others in order to live life the way everyone in this world lives,to which i opose...hahahahaha

one such issue is tht,as it is,i have already announced the end of my graduation,i havn't yet decided on wat i want to do....i'm really interested in filmmakin n pursue photography,but i cannot leave behind my love for writtin...na,i cn't.....i've just got so used to it....

but doin post graduation,right after graduation,wn't help either...until n unless i do internship in different fields,i wud nevr know wat i want to do....

n also,i despearately need a break...i have been runnin like shit everywhere,sometimes to achieve somthin...and sometimes in order to get rid of wat i despise.....

it's been goin on for quite sometime,n it will go on....but with a break..it wud help subside it...n if it does tht much of help to me,then y wudn't i like to take it...let alone takin,y wudn't i be intersted in experimentin with it....u know like,when a scientist invents smthin,he first tires it on himself...be it harmful or benefitting....

when i told my dad about the idea of takin a break,ofc not to sit idle...but concentrate on the practical work of course:journalism,try explorin more on my love for filmmakin n photography,n also to pick up a language....hearin this,papa was cool about it,but it did piss my mom off,n it will continue till i dn't drop my name off to any of the college for post graduation...lol

10 mins ago,we had our 7 fight over this topic on the phone,but alas..it was of no use...i was irritatingly stubborn and also, happily,wish to remain the duck's back.....mom,ofc is still blazin....but u cn't expect everyone to understand u...so i dn't mind at all with wat she is thinkin of me at present,n sure enough,i dn't mind if she is,at the moment,thinkin of spankin me,left-right and real hard...cos she is liable to think like tht,cos she is my mom...i have no issues with tht...but yes,i wudn't withdraw my effort in convincin....

u think i wud drop tht????

ha!!!!u must be crazy.....

u think i wasted my whole life debatin for zilch...no.....debates helped me runnin with a brain and verbal skill of how to prove a point n drive it to ur side......if nthin,i wud have been runnin like a crazy chicken with a head cut off....

hmmm.....what do i think

repeatition dsn't fit into the bill,n confusion leads to battle,n tht's another way of wastin ur energy for nothin...cos it nvr helps u to come to a conclusion...

hmmmm....
u still wanna know wat i think..
as in...
in context to wat field..or any other....

u crazy...tht will lead to more confusion...

save ur patince for tht...u might need tht when u confront ur spouse when not neccesarily...cos some lack space...n some may lack stability of their senses....

no wonder they r so sane...n we r so insane....

hmmm....
u still curious to wat i think...

enough man....

"and the worm ate into his brain" [floyd].........................................

let's have some water now!!!!!!

THE FOOT AND THE DRIED LEAVES

ok..i dn't know y i chose tht title for this post,"THE FOOT AND THE DRIED LEAVES"....i kinda liked it when i posted the pics before publishin it,in the "create" box.

somehow,i found it pretty appealin to me,though it's a lil strange way of portrayin it...

probably some of u wudn't understand the idea behind it,cos i have no intetnion of tht too...of lightinin a bulb in ur head,cos it nvr happened to me...lol....

jst thought of fusin them in this way....

[by the way,tht foot isn't mine....it's my frnd's boyfrnd's.......i found it pretty interstin the way his foot looked with all tht veins making a diagramatic sketch on it....n so i clicked it....though,my frnd,she found it pretty amusin,but her boyfrnd definately felt, threatingly, embarassed...]

2nd April' 06

it's morning...though not so early....

no water to drink,n quenchin my thirst with coke....smthin tht i can tolearate only occasionally...

sunday...so time for readin papers....lots of them....
i jst finished readin about this travel spot in Brunch....this time they had featured about the bridge in sydney,on which people climb for adventure,but our dear writer made it less interestin.....it was more like labourers climbin to see how much work they had put in makin it,though the writer has nothin to do with the buildin of tht bridge...

a lil sleepy now......but today is goin to be a busy day for me.

i have been invited for lunch at Sakshi's place,cos in another 2 days,it'll be her bday...i wish her all the happiness.....she is one of the new frnds tht i had made last week..

oh..yes...i forgot
by the way,
i made some new frnds from Delhi College of Engineering....
nice people n someone with whom i can share my love for books,music n movies....

i was gettin really bored n missed my close pals-megha,milo,netra n bhajji...but all of them are busy,n they stay really far...but i also believe in givin them space ....so i wudn't like to foist them to live with me,if i get bored...i just wish,we cud all get time to meet each other,after we r done with graduation....i dn't want their absence to dwell like this,for long...
anyways, i'm happy i met new people.....but tht dsn't mean tht i wud abandon my friendhship with my old pals..they will always be close to me...


picked up some new stuff in movies n music....

yday i saw "love song for bobby long"---
i loved the film...i really did...very simple yet very grabbin ...i jst fell in love with it...

today,i'll be seeing "red,white n blue",for the second time...i borrowed the cd frm my newly made frnds...n god wat collection of books n movies they have....

right now i'm listenin to best of hendrix...."purple haze" is on....n it's drivin me insane at the moment.....
i recently picked up the gr8test collection of led zeplin......

well...tht's all i have for today....nthin much though...but i assumed tht the pic tht i had featured in the blog,has been liked by a lot of people...n got to read lot of beautiful comments,as well...

thnk u