what do i think?? !!!!!!!!! :)
hmmm...what do i think...
as in...
regardin any field....
u wudn't know..cos it's too confusin to understand someone's brain like mine,cos i'm too ambivalent about my issues n,especially, what are my thoughts n views about it....
for example,in another month's time,i will be done with my graduation in journalism (hons),n have already finished with my photgraphy course as well...oh..yes,in another week,there will be a photo exhibition too...but guess wat,the dates fluctuates too,tht too, quite often....too often in fact.....
dn't ask me y...cos only my ambivalence wud answer tht,smthin tht my senses wudn't prefer to do so...u know...sanity thinks she's much btr than being different amongst the others in order to live life the way everyone in this world lives,to which i opose...hahahahaha
one such issue is tht,as it is,i have already announced the end of my graduation,i havn't yet decided on wat i want to do....i'm really interested in filmmakin n pursue photography,but i cannot leave behind my love for writtin...na,i cn't.....i've just got so used to it....
but doin post graduation,right after graduation,wn't help either...until n unless i do internship in different fields,i wud nevr know wat i want to do....
n also,i despearately need a break...i have been runnin like shit everywhere,sometimes to achieve somthin...and sometimes in order to get rid of wat i despise.....
it's been goin on for quite sometime,n it will go on....but with a break..it wud help subside it...n if it does tht much of help to me,then y wudn't i like to take it...let alone takin,y wudn't i be intersted in experimentin with it....u know like,when a scientist invents smthin,he first tires it on himself...be it harmful or benefitting....
when i told my dad about the idea of takin a break,ofc not to sit idle...but concentrate on the practical work of course:journalism,try explorin more on my love for filmmakin n photography,n also to pick up a language....hearin this,papa was cool about it,but it did piss my mom off,n it will continue till i dn't drop my name off to any of the college for post graduation...lol
10 mins ago,we had our 7 fight over this topic on the phone,but alas..it was of no use...i was irritatingly stubborn and also, happily,wish to remain the duck's back.....mom,ofc is still blazin....but u cn't expect everyone to understand u...so i dn't mind at all with wat she is thinkin of me at present,n sure enough,i dn't mind if she is,at the moment,thinkin of spankin me,left-right and real hard...cos she is liable to think like tht,cos she is my mom...i have no issues with tht...but yes,i wudn't withdraw my effort in convincin....
u think i wud drop tht????
ha!!!!u must be crazy.....
u think i wasted my whole life debatin for zilch...no.....debates helped me runnin with a brain and verbal skill of how to prove a point n drive it to ur side......if nthin,i wud have been runnin like a crazy chicken with a head cut off....
hmmm.....what do i think
repeatition dsn't fit into the bill,n confusion leads to battle,n tht's another way of wastin ur energy for nothin...cos it nvr helps u to come to a conclusion...
hmmmm....
u still wanna know wat i think..
as in...
in context to wat field..or any other....
u crazy...tht will lead to more confusion...
save ur patince for tht...u might need tht when u confront ur spouse when not neccesarily...cos some lack space...n some may lack stability of their senses....
no wonder they r so sane...n we r so insane....
hmmm....
u still curious to wat i think...
enough man....
"and the worm ate into his brain" [floyd].........................................
let's have some water now!!!!!!
as in...
regardin any field....
u wudn't know..cos it's too confusin to understand someone's brain like mine,cos i'm too ambivalent about my issues n,especially, what are my thoughts n views about it....
for example,in another month's time,i will be done with my graduation in journalism (hons),n have already finished with my photgraphy course as well...oh..yes,in another week,there will be a photo exhibition too...but guess wat,the dates fluctuates too,tht too, quite often....too often in fact.....
dn't ask me y...cos only my ambivalence wud answer tht,smthin tht my senses wudn't prefer to do so...u know...sanity thinks she's much btr than being different amongst the others in order to live life the way everyone in this world lives,to which i opose...hahahahaha
one such issue is tht,as it is,i have already announced the end of my graduation,i havn't yet decided on wat i want to do....i'm really interested in filmmakin n pursue photography,but i cannot leave behind my love for writtin...na,i cn't.....i've just got so used to it....
but doin post graduation,right after graduation,wn't help either...until n unless i do internship in different fields,i wud nevr know wat i want to do....
n also,i despearately need a break...i have been runnin like shit everywhere,sometimes to achieve somthin...and sometimes in order to get rid of wat i despise.....
it's been goin on for quite sometime,n it will go on....but with a break..it wud help subside it...n if it does tht much of help to me,then y wudn't i like to take it...let alone takin,y wudn't i be intersted in experimentin with it....u know like,when a scientist invents smthin,he first tires it on himself...be it harmful or benefitting....
when i told my dad about the idea of takin a break,ofc not to sit idle...but concentrate on the practical work of course:journalism,try explorin more on my love for filmmakin n photography,n also to pick up a language....hearin this,papa was cool about it,but it did piss my mom off,n it will continue till i dn't drop my name off to any of the college for post graduation...lol
10 mins ago,we had our 7 fight over this topic on the phone,but alas..it was of no use...i was irritatingly stubborn and also, happily,wish to remain the duck's back.....mom,ofc is still blazin....but u cn't expect everyone to understand u...so i dn't mind at all with wat she is thinkin of me at present,n sure enough,i dn't mind if she is,at the moment,thinkin of spankin me,left-right and real hard...cos she is liable to think like tht,cos she is my mom...i have no issues with tht...but yes,i wudn't withdraw my effort in convincin....
u think i wud drop tht????
ha!!!!u must be crazy.....
u think i wasted my whole life debatin for zilch...no.....debates helped me runnin with a brain and verbal skill of how to prove a point n drive it to ur side......if nthin,i wud have been runnin like a crazy chicken with a head cut off....
hmmm.....what do i think
repeatition dsn't fit into the bill,n confusion leads to battle,n tht's another way of wastin ur energy for nothin...cos it nvr helps u to come to a conclusion...
hmmmm....
u still wanna know wat i think..
as in...
in context to wat field..or any other....
u crazy...tht will lead to more confusion...
save ur patince for tht...u might need tht when u confront ur spouse when not neccesarily...cos some lack space...n some may lack stability of their senses....
no wonder they r so sane...n we r so insane....
hmmm....
u still curious to wat i think...
enough man....
"and the worm ate into his brain" [floyd].........................................
let's have some water now!!!!!!
posted by Anjalika at 11:16 AM
7 Comments:
Insanely beautiful rant! if i may call it so.. haha! Its always nice to consider your options and test the waters with everything you always wanted to do.. cos somehow ppl tend to regret later abt all the things they wanted to do but couldn't, for whatever reason.. All the best with all your experimentatives :p and keep the craziness alive :)
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PRMOD BAFNA..
i will...
initially,i thought everyone had doubts about wat i wrote in this post...
hahahahaaha
:)
well,good that u didnt continue. :)) I am really confused :%$!
dont give up,as it is clear u wont.
goooood luck
MS...
hahaha
thnks for the good luck wish..
take care
realxxxx .. take ur time
ANUJ..
hshahahahahahaah
i am...at ease,though
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