1st day of everythin

since yesterday i havn't been able to sleep....10days of notice,and i knew tht my days of struggle isn't goin to be easy....packing and running around to find a new place for myself...all in 10 days....

delhi isn't mumbai...and tht leads to another set of problems for a person like me to find an apt place to live in...a room on rent for a single person sans the owner and his lochagiri..and yes,for obvious reason...SAFE AND SECURE...

today,after not sleeping for 19hrs,i shifted to the new plave...decent looking and kinda safe...intially i found the place a bit depressin (probably because there was this family stayin,as tenants, with kids waling and the whole atmosphere of family living and all was making me sick to the core)..

but after i shifted my stuff to the new appartment,i felt good and relieved...infact,i pretty much like the place now...right now,i'm sitting at the desk of Traffic..and thnkfully my first job tht would pay me good (unlike the ones before this...none of them had the courtesy to pay good inspite of being loyal to the job)..anyhow,tht dsn't bother me anymore...

current position:in need of deep sleep and a bottle of beer,but i', still happy..more than just tht....and i'm glad the scenario is such,cos this has never happned to me before...thnk god for today....

another try

kyun hain tu rutha,
es zindagi se.
kyun hain yeh angeenat baatein,
aur yeh hazaar ranjeeshay...

chodd na yaar!!
aur aa mere saath.
chal jeele es zindagee ko,
kuch mauj mein aur kuch khoobsurti se...