tagged by cherubic_chipmunk

well,i forgot to mention...but the post "15thFEB"..was my 50th post...yipee,managed to score half a century,eventhough i dn't see much of cricket...n here with this 51st,i'm on the verge of doin smthin tht i barely do....dreamin bout my lover boy....i had many crushes...had many heart breaks... unintentionally and accidentally,fooled by the good looks n intelligence,but of tht of a married man or gays....
people can fool u so easily cos of their mannerisms n nature. ....but frankly speakin...all of them have merely been nthin but an infatuation....n tht's all i have dreamt of so far...but gettin into a relationship...nops...definately not....

it isn't bcos i have some committment phobia....nops,tht's isn't the reason..infact i can only rely on my relationship on the basis of three factors...1)givin space..2)honesty..3)fidelity...

but the reason tht i stay away from fallin into a relationship is only bcos of one reason...being devoid of one of the factors tht a relationship should be based on, according to me...which has been jotted down above...
i just cannot compromise with my space...my freedom of choice n thought....my freedom to do things whenever i want to...liberty to do wat i want to....
i hate phone calls too..n gettin into relationship also means a series of calls..."dn't they have anythin to do or anythin new to say"...n tht too 24/7....oh god
n another thing...fallin into a relationship also means gettin entangled into plethora of problems...for instance..the question hr session...n u have no choice but to answer them,cos u have been foisted by smthin called love n relationship by ur partner....well,tht's the only reason,y i stay away frm it....

anyhow,i dn't wanna break my frnd's heart,who has so lovingly tagged me,not knowin tht i hate working on tags...
but anyhow...

CHERUBIC_CHIPMUNK....THIS IS FOR U...N U OWE ME ONE FOR THIS...COS I HAD TO GO THROUGH A LOT OF MENTAL TORTURE WRITTIN BOUT SMTHIN THT I DN'T EVEN DREAM OF...
8 points tht i wud want in my dream guy...

uff...i cn't believe i'm doin this..................
:------
1)looks are not all tht important if compared to someone intelligent....but a charming guy(not neccesarily handsome)....with a gr8 brain..wud be a miracle

2)i like alpha guys.....i know dn't they care much bout themselves...but cud they pay a lil attention to thier hands n feet.....n see tht their mouth dn't stink....
[reminds me of this line from a sonnet written by shakesspeare tht i recently read in the book by huxley....]

"AND IN SOME PERFUMES IS THERE MORE DELIGHT,
THAN IN THE BREADTH THAT FROM MY MISTRESS REEKS"...

ofc,it's not the MISTRESS tht i'm talkin bout...

3)his love for books,music n movies(any kind of films:not just hindi n english)

4)i dn't want to force him to stay with me or tell him to take time out for me from his busy schedule,cos i know i'll land in tht time trap too...but he n i should make sure...tht dinner should be done together,n a lil walk....
n some arguments should be there too,else life wud be so borin....if there r no fights,arguments,n debates....

5)i dn't mind if my guy drinks..but occassionaly...i dn't want an alcoholic...n a dope-head...wud be a complete "no-no"....no drugs...drinkin n smokin to a limit,but shudn't be an addict...

6)if he has problems with women,not bocs of me,but due to some reasons,then he shudn't make me the ginnie-pig....cos my thinkin n perceptions arn't similar to any woman walkin on the street or sleepin in the house or workin in ur office....but yes,i demand respect n i hate comparisons....
[i know tht was quite mean of me to say tht]

7)i wud definately want my man to be fit.....i love abs...not too much of it...but it shud be worth being fit...n metally too....i mean,he shudn't be stressed out n tensed....shud have a gr8 sense of humour...n shud remain haapy n cheerful,cos most of the time i'm the opposite,so i need someone to keep a chk on me....hahahha.....
i hate to be pampered,but i dn't mind if someone shows me a way to remain happy....wat say?

8)well,i believe i shud leave the last point,only bcos...it might get censored...
hahahaha
jst kiddin...
all i want to say is,tht my man shud love me a lot,care for me n have an understanding...a mutual understanding...

cos....................
i wud do the same for him too....

well,jst bcos i keep myself away from gettin into anyrelationship dsn't mean tht all the above 8 points are untrue...
cos if i'm on a hunt...i'll be keepin these 8 points in my headwith whom i wud spend my whole life with...but ofc...tht's long way to go...but at present,i ain't lookin for any.... so spare me from any further tags...

8 ppl who r tagged by me......
1)dyer maker
2)rohit
3)man in the box
4)ms
5)xfreakx
6)mr.mediocre
7)amod
8)poison