Sunday, August 27, 2006

at this point of time......


at this point of time....i sit with the first cigarette of today's, in my mouth...drink second cup of black tea,n watch "coffee n cigarette" for the 2nd time,while i wait for the whistle to blow to tell me tht the rice is done.....

i have been workin really hard for the last couple of weeks on this rock show tht my company,AIM Television,is working on...n my chinese thing is goin on fine as well....but after all this,all i wanted was a good sunday...let alone a good one...i cudn't even manage to get my long sleep..thnks to the door bell,n the phone calls,n later my maid servant knocks in to clean.....

there have been good news rinign in my ear,but it dsn't take more than a minute or two to let someone ruin ur mood with their abruptness and strange mannerisms and words towards u.....

today,i wanted to talk to someone.....i mean...a lil bit of being in touch with smthin tht is known as human being "touch"...u know like,stayin in touch n lots of words comin through the air,n smthin to laugh at....it's been a decade since i had a chance to do smthin like tht....cos when i cm home,i'm all by myself...no one around to talk to.....not tht i'm complainin....i'm very hpy stayin alone...nthin is btr than havin my privacy(no euphemism required,plez...lol).....

what i want is a laid back life for sometime,n relax...rather than go out for small excurssions,what we normally do with our friends like goin to the movies,have lavish lunch,chat over absolutely nthin imp over a cup of coffee or the most fav thing to do-shoppin....all of this is so materialistc,n it dsn't liaise with my point of seeing how i want to socialise.....sounds confusin....n maybe,a series of preposterous words comin out of me n on to this computer screen.......hahahaha

while i sit n watch this film,"coffee n cig",i sometime think,why isn't life jst like tht...not consumin the chemicals,but givin relevance to smthin small,which can be significant....coffee and cigs are smthin tht are so small in nature n so simple..there's no complication or confusin as to how to drink or make coffee or light a cig,yet ppl use them so lavishly...lavishly as in smthin u can rem too,n not forget to do it often.....funny,right...but it's true.....

i wish coversation or meetin someone would be as simple as drinkin ur coffee or smokin a cig.....

i wish someone could be there to talk about anythin from dyaln to the dutch,from games to guns.....

simple but memorable conversation,without expectin anythin big to happen......



the whistle blows,n i'm hungry......it's lunch time,n the movie finishes too.....

zaijian

19 Comments:

Blogger Prasoon said...

things havent changed much i see -

have the phone numbers changed? :P

7:32 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

wat do u mean by tht....

i mean to what context?

9:57 AM  
Blogger Mirage said...

hey niks

i know u wanted to talk that time whn u called...so damn sorry i had to go. anyway, dont be so depressed yaar, i know u need a break. a BIG one! n things are lookin up girl! cheer up! enjoy ur coffee and (as much as i hate to say this) ur cigs! and wht dyu knw, a jason statham look-a-like might wanna join u! ;)

take care sweets! miss u lots! :)

P.S. forget wht happened and make up wid ol friends...

12:55 AM  
Blogger Prmod Bafna said...

Hey! when i read the lines

i wish someone could be there to talk about anythin from dylan to the dutch,from games to guns.....

i so found myself thinkin the same too! My days at work keep me really busy and i haven't had that kinda talk in a long time, but well nothing stays the way it is i'm sure things will chng for you too!! Living alone is soo cool wish i were living alone too then my routine would be easy! Coffee. Cigs. Coffee haha :p

5:15 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

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12:16 PM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

MEGHA...
tht was the sweetest thing i have ever read so far....

thnk u for the concern...the whole thing really meant a lot to me...truly..

xiexie ni

PRMOD..
hmmm...let's see!!!

12:17 PM  
Blogger desperado said...

simply say you are lazy ...lol

naah...its strange....many of us go through same things...same emotions n same feelings...atleast i do

coffee and cig...coffee i love and cigs well...always has strangely attracted me towards it...something stylish and classy...yeah even with
all its health hazards...

and ur company organising rock gig....when where whose playing ...n most imp how to get in!!!!

"i wish someone could be there to talk about anythin"
......hmmm....i dot know why but this someone always eludes me....best of luck on ur search :)

and chuck everything..enjoy chinese coffee and d cigs....and ROCK

take care


P.S.long brks between posts are bad!!!!

1:23 PM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

DESPARADO...

i know i'm very lazy...i forgot this word which is often used by the poets for ppl like us,esp me,who is lazy..

my company dsn't organise rock shows,we sell,buy...sort of produces shows...n "new noise"...rock show,apparently,happens to be one of them,where i got a chance to meet undying inc and lew hilt of HFT...

[u know wat HFT stands for-High Fuckin Times]...lol

one more thing...r u frm delhi?let's meet,i'm so in the mood of meetin new ppl,esp my blog frnds...watsay?

9:28 AM  
Blogger desperado said...

dont worry u aint alone in d lazy bandwagon...i lead tht one :)

my bad luck...im not frm delhi
but if u planning for a 5 hr drive u can come down to gwalior where i am presently in my college n i'll be able to meet the working class heroine :)

or lets see when i land up in delhi n get to meet u

till then rock on....n meet other delh bloggers...n keep posting
...with some poems in between
NJOY

11:37 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

DESPARADO..

sure..sure...lookin fwd to it,n i promise on my poems as well...i know it's been long since written down any in my blog...

take care

1:51 PM  
Blogger Rohit Talwar said...

Doing nicotine and caffeine together is bliss. BLISS.

I know what you mean. But, I'd just say, I've passed this stage too. I don't need any conversation! Books, movies, food and beer is all I can think of..and my Post Grad dreams..

In short..the work shall pull you back to how things were and you wouldn't even want to sleep... :)

6:05 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

ROHIT...

well,the conversation tht i need is only once in a season..i dn't want someone to pester me everyday...

books????i'm readin 4/5 of them...

abha dawesar's "that summer in paris"
bob dylan's chronicles
othello
woody allen's prose writting
and
milan kundera's the unbearabla lighteness of being...

the 1st and the last one are about to finish....lol

tht's me!!!
hahahaha

1:15 AM  
Blogger Rohit Talwar said...

Awesome! I've been willing to pick up Othello for a while..


Anyway.. what sort of a job interview was it?

6:18 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

ROHIT...
ek journalist ko aur kya mil sakta hai seevaye,leekhne ki....hahaha

jst kidddin,the magna publishin guys had called me for their magazine...either stardust or savvy or the cook book...i dn't mind the third one...it's smthin new,besides the first two,which is sort of common...and also i'll have smthin common n smthin to offer to my mom...hahahahah..

listen,i was thinkin...both of us are in delhi,n we r quite pally as we can see through our blog comments...
shudn't we meet?
jst tht i'm in the mood to meet new ppl,and i'm so tired of my xenophobic mannerisms,n i wonder when the phobia will return,so before it does,i want to make new contacts......

watsay?

infact,we have been tryin,esp over sm beer..lol...except tht we never managed to jot it down in words...n i voluntarily take the initiative..if it's not a problem to u..

7:19 AM  
Blogger ~ Deeps ~ said...

if u have will u can change the things that u WISH to thing u can DO.......choice is urs and yeah its not difficult...we just assume its difficult

3:09 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

DEEPS...

it's not tht it has to depend on one's choice...diff factors depend on it too...

anyhow,everyone has their opinion,....u shared ur's n this is mine....

9:06 AM  
Blogger ~ Deeps ~ said...

point taken..........different factors do play a role and how to take account of those factors and still come out with wise decision is the smart way out :)


about the pic on my blog....i wrote the explanation there......kindly check it :)

10:43 PM  
Blogger anuj said...

waaat ... u kidding ..

smokin is nt tht easy ..

first puff .. nd other sec i jst spill it all out .. ** wondering was there ne smoke at all **

seconf puff .. i shut my moth like hell .. m abt to choke .. nd i spill out again .. uhuhuhuh .. uhuhu .. ** wht was tht .. fire .. bitter .. aeeeew **

y do ppl smoke :O ..

bt ya agreed .. if there somthng on ur mind .. nd u wanna rule out ur frustration .. burn a cigg .. atleast somthng is burning :D

nd .. u all have gt bsy .. megzz .. u ... milo .. u all .... shit .. its gud .. me too wanna be bsy .. nd thn patronise pppl by giving thm precious time out of bsy schedules .. hahahah :P

have fun buddds ...
tc .
anuj .

2:31 PM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

ANUJ...
well,i dn't smoke everyday,only when i'm in the mood...n it goes jst fine with a cup of black coffee,with a book in ur hand,n jack johnson accompanyin u..

u do have a good humour.."burn the cig"...lol.......tht was funny!!!

yeah,we r busy....but it dsn't help divert our attention of being devoid of some interstin conversation or maybe being in the company of ur close ones..

i got such strange ways of makin myself hpy...i either buy some flowers for myself,raise a toast of wine to lord ganesha,go around doin street photography,insanely...

3:55 PM  

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