wonderland

the night was awake,
morning was the wonderland,
had nothing,
but some laughs..

sprinkled silver and envy's Colour,
drained into my blood,
and my eyes were all red,
and so i laughed and laughed..

evening came,
still self infused.
with friend at a friend's,
ectasy welcomed me..

one more dose,
sprinkled silver and envy's Colour,
draining into my blood,
making my eyes go red again..

people came over,
not one turned.
all were silent,
but one stroked me down..

i had my dose again,
sprinkled silver and envy's Colour,
drain into my blood,
but the eyes are lifeless..

the song yelled in me,
but i saw a dream.
my hands swam across the hair,
and those eyes starved me..

back home,
still untouched.
wouldn't let it down,
till i let myself flow through it..

give me more,
sprinkled silver and envy's Colour,
let it drain into my blood,
and let my eyes laugh...........................