time is changing....but for worse!!
i know the above statement is definately one of those pessimist kinda comment and nevr changin cynical point of view of that of a cynical person for example.......me!!!!!
"i sit and talk to god,and he just laughs at my plan."
it's not only the lines tht i'm listenin to from the song,"feel" by robbie,but it's smthin tht i have been insisting myself to do so,only to change the pace of the time thts running along with me..
nthin gr8 has been goin on with me these days,and i know for sure tht it will go on for some more time.
how much more time left for this uneasiness to subside.....CN'T SAY?
the pandora box has been opened by the ppl around me,but it's me,goin through the after effects of it,or shall i say tht the reprucussion of aftershocks of the earthquake (i.e-bad karma of the ppl around me),has taken over my conscious,my patience and my fuckin lil innocent brain,which used to be,once upn a time,as calm as the river..
river?......hmmm,always on the move sans distaction...thus the calmness,but these days,my brain has been functionin in the opposite direction..
it's sad....it's freaky.
it's young...it's old.
whatever it is....
it's a PARASITE!!!!
parasite...persistently indefinate one,without leaving the doors open for a lil cure and a pinch of warmth...
warmth or cure,anythin and any one wud do, cos any one of out the two will help me balance me...
but it's the emptiness tht i get.
i want to write more...but see..time has its rules too..
MEAN RULES!!!!
(wud love to cont someday..if this fuckin time permits me to do so...i still havn't figured out wat makes me the saddest,but time does play an important role in this...not tht i'm scared,but it's my curosities tht kills me...and when ppl around u take advantage of tht,it's even worse)
"i sit and talk to god,and he just laughs at my plan."
it's not only the lines tht i'm listenin to from the song,"feel" by robbie,but it's smthin tht i have been insisting myself to do so,only to change the pace of the time thts running along with me..
nthin gr8 has been goin on with me these days,and i know for sure tht it will go on for some more time.
how much more time left for this uneasiness to subside.....CN'T SAY?
the pandora box has been opened by the ppl around me,but it's me,goin through the after effects of it,or shall i say tht the reprucussion of aftershocks of the earthquake (i.e-bad karma of the ppl around me),has taken over my conscious,my patience and my fuckin lil innocent brain,which used to be,once upn a time,as calm as the river..
river?......hmmm,always on the move sans distaction...thus the calmness,but these days,my brain has been functionin in the opposite direction..
it's sad....it's freaky.
it's young...it's old.
whatever it is....
it's a PARASITE!!!!
parasite...persistently indefinate one,without leaving the doors open for a lil cure and a pinch of warmth...
warmth or cure,anythin and any one wud do, cos any one of out the two will help me balance me...
but it's the emptiness tht i get.
i want to write more...but see..time has its rules too..
MEAN RULES!!!!
(wud love to cont someday..if this fuckin time permits me to do so...i still havn't figured out wat makes me the saddest,but time does play an important role in this...not tht i'm scared,but it's my curosities tht kills me...and when ppl around u take advantage of tht,it's even worse)
posted by Anjalika at 7:05 PM
18 Comments:
"i sit and talk to god,and he just laughs at my plan."
Robbie Williams - Feel
I was listening to it last night afta such a long time...and also Rock DJ ;)
Awwwwww....
Just chillax TripleSix...
Try to indulge urself into something that you really enjoying doing....pick up some hobby or something...this might help..
nthin gr8 has been goin on with me these days,
Believe me...life in IT is hell lotsa dull..Its beautiful sunday evening and me sitting in ma Office lab in front of some dumb comps working on report coz tomowr is ma submission day. Life sucks....but I find happiness in blogging..blog hopping!!
Anyway, hope that things go fine for you pretty soon and....where are ur poems ma insane poem writer??
Grrrrrrrrrr.....
arz000n..
thnk god..
u r back...
missed ur comments
i hope for the same2...
niks yaar...i cant even imagine wht u've gone thru...but plz dont let the past haunt u...u always give in to the times that hv gone...and see u end up feeling pessimistic abt the time tht's gonna come...dont be tht way, come on...loosen up a li'l...breathe... its not as bad as u think. go out meet new ppl, make more frnds, but if like u said its hard to trust ppl...i knw it is...bt thts only if u open urself up 2 them and make urself vulnerable...just remember nika, no one can hurt u without ur consent...its ur life, n u hv every right to be happy. So smile girl! Give me ur toothy grin one more time! :D Take care!
Yes....
While you go to show your grin to Mirage na, betta talk to her...rather than going thru uneasiness...
And Mirage pls take care of ma poem-writer okie??
Thanks fellas!!
Greetz to both of you :)
mind .. i m reading this book named " THe Power of ur subconscious mind " .. it might sound crazy ... but its a nice book .. i hav jst read 2 chap but they ...
U r wht u think u r . If ur sad its all bcause u think u r sad .. u say to urselves " i m sad " .. and the mind directs u accordingly & ur sad thus.
U must hav heard most of the models say whenever they r asked wht is it abt style & beauty :" its all abt feeling good " .. i nevr believed this .... but i thnk its true.
SO plz try to feel gud .. get over this feeling of sadness .... just try to find hapiness in things & accordingly u will be happy . and my god it happens .. u hear to a sad song .. u feel real sad if ur mood is down.
So be happy dear.
hey i was jst wondering did u read this somewhere :: "Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile " .. so is this the reason ;)
ciao. Keep smiling :)
cheer up buddy...
such a talented girl shouldnt be caught up with the past...i knw its tough n difficult..but common u can fight it out
n ya im waitin for more of poems,graffiti n pics...so go out n do this stuff....n forgot evrythin...
aur haan ROCK RULES :)
keep chin up n keep smilin
the day may meet the night
but darkness will see the light...
they might rub what's being written
but it'll always be rewritten.
the swimmers may drown...
but the lost will still be found.
the glories may lose the charm...
but the sinners will see the harm.
the victories may defeat
but the losers will win...
all the noises will be melodies...
n' those melodies will sooth you.
the fall will rise
n' the fools will grow wise.
the present may be fast...
but the past won't never last.
chaos might be the order
lies may get stronger.
dust may find the diamonds...
but the weak will grow stronger.
the roads may get lost...
but the ships will find the port.
the last one in the queue...
will be the first one in the lot.
the blind will see the sun
n' the deaf will hear the sound...
the vagabonds will touch the land
that was never been found.
the scientists will fall in love
n' the poems will get solved...
the seconds gonna be the hours
n' the hours will be yours.
the spring may lost in winters...
but they'll marry the spinsters.
the wrong maybe the right
but you'll get what you fight.
few wounds may not heal...
but the lepers will feel.
the old may die
but the dead will reborn.
the times are gonna change
n' so are you...
you might lose what you've got now...
but you'll be where you want to.
p.s. what's wrong sweatheart?
relax!
and why do you let them take advantage of you?
hang in there, i know what it feels like, have felt all this and much more in this and than situation.. everything's for a reason sooner or later it'll be clear.
have faith...just keep goin...
mirage...
thnks megha,i feel much btr...infact,after seein my dad after a long time,i dn't feel like a loner anymore..
arz000n..
thnk u so much for ur concern..
anuj..
no i havn't read tht book,i was readin this book "satyajit ray"
but have no time to myself cos my dad has come after a long time to delhi,and i'm bsy spendin time with him...
dhruv..
hey dhruv,thnk u so much for ur concern..
i'm done with some poems..infact threee more...but i'll post nxt week,cos i'm bsy this week with my father who has come to see me afetr decades...lol
dyer maker...
wat a beautiful piece written...has it been written by u...?really nice..
now a days,i'm a lil relaxed cos my dad has come over to india afetr a span of 5 yrs...i almost got an accomodation to stay in as well.
take care..
the monk...
sure i will...thnk u
:)
rohit..
i hope for the same too..
thnk u
:)
take care anjalika
at last...
really nice..
...**sigh**...at last she likes somethin that i did..(wink!!)
manjari..
thnks
dyermaker...
gr8 minds think alike
god bless einstien!!!!
grrr!...now why einstein?? i mean why him?...do you've any idea how big a flirt he was???....i won't ever talk to you!!!!**grrr!!**
it's been a month you updated your blog!
dyer maker...
hehehehehe
rohit...
i'll be postin a poem tom...
promise...i wrote them when i finished readin my book "round rock",and was gettin bored in the car when travellin with my father and my step mom....grrrr!!!
sry for tht,u know y i did tht!!!
When are your poems gonna come out??
And how you feeling now??
Hope you had a nice weekend TripleSix :)
how long would the time be worse now.. c'mon - it has to better :)
get back !!
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