Friday, August 12, 2005

disfiguered life!!!

cool pic,ha!!!i know
infact,it reminds u of megadeath's ususal album pics...
well,i picked this up only bcos it was apt for the title that i'm goin to write on in this blog....

"disfiguired"..wat happens when u see ur self in the mirror?
(why dn't u all see urself in the mirror first)...
how did u look like?wat r ur comments about ur FACE ...
pretty,handsome,cute..or is it ugly,weird,full of pimples and freckles.....well..u know it,but the fact that all of u know as well, who have seen their reflection,is that u r not FACELESS!!!
yesterday,i had a chance to see a french film,something that i enjoy tremendously,(all thnx to that spanish film,"motorcycyle diaries"). the film is called,"The Officer's Ward".
watchin this film,i got to a chance to see not only the exterior image(which was horrifyin),but the interior too...
the eyes of that horror stricken face tells u all...wat goes on inside the mind of the faceless man...
these soulful eyes...tells u,"along came the disfiguered soul,along came the disfiguered life...i'm crippled,i'm deaf,i'm blind...i'm the FACELESS MAN!!! frustration tells me to put a halt to humanity,respect and honour have seen me off...people dn't jst look,but gaze.."(self-written)
u start ur day by lookin in the mirror,but as candid as mirror is,can't even hide the trtuh for once to kick start the day of that of a faceless man....
i remeber these two lines,which not only evokes humour but also sympathy.The protagonist,who is disfiguered too,says while lying in the bed in the hospital,when an another patient comes in.."they r scared of me.I'm scared too."
when a frnd,a painter, comes to see him,he hets amazed to see the new look of his frnd...look that is no less scarier than the ones that we see in the horror films for entertainment.he tells him to draw him,(i still remember those words,"dessein moi",which means,"draw me"),but the frnd refuses.He tells him to go away....the frnd goes away...but truth prevails,one cannot hide the real image,the face...face that will not only haunt others,but himself too.face that will not only sicken others,but will sicken u as well ....the faceless man, the face that others would despise,but the face that the man wudn't love it either ...

when he will look into the mirror again,there will be one thought that wud come across his head, "Why didn't death come along too?"

10 Comments:

Blogger Naresh said...

dangerous! :P

10:33 AM  
Blogger Jithu said...

hmm.. have to see that film.. face is just a layer over the flesh. gone that there is no difference between any :-)

3:41 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

to naresh.k
"dangerous"!!!--is what we think as,but it is,afterall, the sympathy that evokes when u one.

to jithu
must see the film....u'll like it
but it's in french..dn't wry,i dn't know french either,its the eng-subtitles that helped me undersatand the film

1:02 AM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

to naresh.k
when u see one..(the word "see" was missin)

1:04 AM  
Blogger Mirage said...

Oh so thats why u were all praise for this film! You knw what I think when I see myself in the mirror every morning? "Oh shit, my hair! I hope no one saw me like this!!"
But u knw the mirror, like a photograph, is always accurate, but never reveals the truth... get it?!

6:46 AM  
Blogger Jithu said...

dont worry... i knw french ;-)))) bt yeah subtitles help to catch up easily..

3:24 PM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

to mirage,
finally i get to read ur comment.the diff b/w a mirror and a photograph is that one is dead and the other one is alive...so no use cryin over the ones that are gone,but help ur self solve when u see somethin dyin infront of u...got it...and ur hair,give it a tight slap,by the way,i'm plannin to get my hair beaded...got bored with the present one.

to jithu,
good u know french..i know some,but only for the weong use,got it...lol

3:42 AM  
Blogger Random said...

hmm...so i finally read through your entire blog. the trials and tribulations of growing up. we are all in the same boat i guess. just different reactions.

and no..getting high is not a way out of problems. it is just a whole load of fun! just dont tell ur mom i said that ;-)

1:14 PM  
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11:10 PM  
Blogger TripleSix said...

hey rash...
i know wat i did was silly and not the solution to my probs...
and u r very much right bout stuck in the same phase but has different angles to look at....and has diff motives too

7:50 AM  

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